♬Life As It Is♪

Nano Block -- My New Toy

2012-03-14T01:40:00.000+08:00

Today I went to Popular bookstore to hunt for some things to spend my rm100 voucher..
Another rm100 has been used to buy textbook (see I'm such a good student xD)..
Then left this rm100, and I have no idea what to buy..
Actually I was pondering whether to buy the The Hunter Game Trilogy or not..
But after reading the synopsis, it doesn't really attract me that much..
So I wandered somemore in search for other things..
After wandering for nearly an hour, I gave up finding books already, cuz I don't really have time reading them all yet.. ><
Then I come across Westlife recent album -- which is also their last album..
I didn't have the chance to buy it yet, and so I took it..
I have around rm50+ more to spend, that was when I saw it..

NANO BLOCKS

They are mini version of Lego..
And I found the ones that I like -- an electric keyboard and an electric guitar..
When I reach home, I started putting those blocks together..
It is very easy to do..
It took me about 40mins to finish those 2 blocks..
Am so proud of my work =D

And so... Here goes my rm100 voucher.. xD

Ma LOVE =D

Electric Guitar

Electric Keyboard

Teehee... xD

懒精发作

2012-03-07T17:23:00.000+08:00

不知不觉，学期已经进入第3个星期了...
烦assignment的时刻就要开始了..
但是每一科的assignment，我都还摸不清它们的低，也不知要从哪下手...
还有...想逃lecture的心情又再次涌上心头了 *猛摇头...不可以！不可以！*
总之，懒精啊～你这不识好歹的东西，又撞进我的神经里了...

今天，发现我的学校account被barred了..学校电脑，WiFi都用不到...
但幸好我还记得我好姐妹的id和password，“hack”进了她的account用WiFi..
在此向我的好姐妹赔罪 *鞠躬*
但我知道你不会介意的 =P
被barred的原因，原来我这学期还的sem fee只还了3个科目..
还有一科还没还...
我真的很不喜欢Financial的服务咯....
人家几时会知道到底有没有欠钱啊...也不会通知一下的...
好心你们，改一改你们的服务系统吧...
一个email也可以send过来吧，不是很困难罢了.. /_\

这几天也开始兴起玩起Instagram来...
因为上课，真的真的很闷！

我蛮喜欢这个老师的..她的教法很有趣..只是课题很闷！/_\

在学校，很有动力做功课 =D

一大早上LAW课，简直要人命！

这个是新鲜出炉的 xD 今天上完课拍了一张 ♥

很喜欢Instagram....

因为它会把我拍到美美的 ^////^

还有它的效果我也很喜欢..

很有feel...xD

对了..今天是我们PD2第一个presentation，也是这个学期第一个presentation...

发觉我的group members都很有料哦～

喜欢和他们合作...

希望我们不会有什么冲突..顺顺利利完成这个学期～♥

My Existence

2012-02-24T13:48:00.000+08:00

Throughout the years, I felt that my world is shrinking in a very alarming state..
Friends around me are getting lesser and lesser, from secondary school, to my pre-u years and now degree..
Is my existence fading? Am I a Torch which is burning weaker and weaker each day?
Pardon my last question.. It's just an impact of watching too much Shakugan No Shana.. xD
Those people who watched that anime should know what the heck this author is trying to implement here.. xD

Okay, back to topic..
In my secondary years, I don't have the problem of getting friends.. People just come and talk to me so naturally.. I have loads and loads of friends and I was a happy kid back then..
In my pre-u years, I still can find a gang of girls to hang out with, and the gang of the musical group..
I did had fun those 2 years..
Then, as I step into my degree years...
People just seem so unfriendly.. Or is it just me?
I can't seem to approach anybody, I can't seem to make friends..
Now, in my 2nd year already, my friend list is still ZERO!
What the heck have I done the past year?
Sitting in the lecture hall alone sucks..
Can't anyone see that I am Lonely? Or my EXISTENCE is just sooooooo tiny that no one actually know that I existed...
I have an urge to stick neon lights all over me and walk into the lecture hall, to show my dear fellow coursemates

>> This girl here is deprived of friends, please be her friend? <<

Or do I look too scary to be with? Do I look that unfriendly?

Com'on now guys...

Can I be your friend? =(

第三学期开跑喽～

2012-02-20T15:52:00.001+08:00

过了一段不需要烦课业~~可怜的~~一个星期假期，第三学期今天就正式开始了...

本小姐很有心情的打扮了自己.. xD

♥ 今天的一身装♥

♥ Me & Esther ♥

如往常，第一个星期没有tutorial..

所以今天的我，上1个小时就可以“收档”了..

我的星期一的课，很没有推动力...

~~七早八早~~，9.30am上一堂lecture，然后就要在学校一角落发呆到3.30pm去上一个tutorial，才放学..

你们说，是不是超没有心情的...? 哈哈～

但没办法咯，谁叫学校不安排一些课在中间...

今天上完自己的课，就轮到我的姐妹--Esther 上课..

她一共要上2个小时...我们说好要一起吃午餐，所以我买了一杯饮料，坐在食堂，开了电话里的小说来消耗时间...

她出来后，就在食堂解决的午餐..

吃完时，差不多1点多罢了..

Esther 2pm要去找一个教授，2.30pm有另一堂课..

我又闲着没事做，所以就陪她等到2pm..

最近在facebook，很多人玩起一个app -- 拍一堆照片形成一个形状，比如一个love shape..

昨天，我终于知道那个app的名字，然后下载了它...

这个是iPhone app来的，但是不知道Android有没有..

它的名字是Body Symbol..

你们可以click那个名字，我已经把它link去下载地址了..

刚才，就和Esther去研究这个app..

它有好几种形状可以做，都好难哦..

只有心形是最简单..难怪很多人都做.. 哈哈 xD

我们试了心形还有唇形..

唇形的不是很简单，但是我们大概做到..xD

我想没几个人看得出那形状吧？xD

接下来.....

心形....！大家应该看得出这个吧..=D

Model当然是我的靓姐妹咯.. 反正她说过她也想拍的 =p
拍出来后，很有成就感哦！=D

祝我们在新的学期，新的开始，好好读书，学业猛进，不再那么好玩了～
呵呵～

加油加油！

Dear, Happy Birthday!

2012-02-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

2月20日，是Kuan的生日..
还记得去年他生日时，他邀请了我和他家人一起吃晚餐..
那是我第一次和他们一起吃饭，真的紧张死了...呵呵～

今年他的生日我们只能通过skype和webcam谈天...
这次我真的不知道要送他什么...
而刚好，我又没什么钱，因为在存钱，要换电话...
他也“威胁”了我，叫我不要买东西给他..

我就想了想，就打算画一张图，写着“Happy Birthday”，在我们webcam时，就给他看..
教完游泳，7.30pm左右，冲好凉就开始忙着google找一些图来画..
我本身是不能凭空画出一幅图的，所以需要现成图来跟着画...>"<

然后又多了一个问题...
我没颜色笔..
又不想要那幅图太黑白单调...
后来，挖了整个笔盒，找到了几支颜色水笔，还有highlighter...
就开始随机应变，用了它们把图美化了.. xD

蛮草率的 = =+

但是dear...

希望你会喜欢哦 ^^
其实我有时想对你说好多东西..但是每次一时间都不知道要说什么好...
呵呵～
感谢你来到我的世界～有了你，我的生活变得开心很多了..
我们都有各自的缺点，但是互相包容忍让才是最重要 ^^
要永远对我，像现在这样哦 =p

最后祝你，生日快乐！ ❤

我爱你～ ❤

传说中(?)的面

2012-02-19T22:58:00.000+08:00

昨天难得下午没教游泳，和roommate一起去了redbox唱k..
现在redbox不只是星期一至五有学生价，就连星期六和日都有..只是价钱不一样..
本来还想着，周末唱k很贵..
去了网站查了才知道原来还有学生价，兴起了，就去唱k了...
那时候，我馋嘴想吃东西..
本来以为学生价就没得吃了，但是原来只要加RM6就可以叫东西吃..
它的菜单很少选择罢了...我就随便看了看，就叫了面，也没去注意它的名字...

这个redbox我时常去的..
有一个招待员，对他印象很深刻...
因为他每次招待我们的房时，都会出现一些很好笑的事情...
可能只是我们觉得好笑啦..
他真的很可爱...xD

这次也不例外......
我不就是叫了一碗面lo....
然后是他捧了进来...
他把面放下来时，说了一句 “传说中的面”
他的话含糊不清，所以我觉得应该是听错了..
但是不只是我，连我的roommate都听到一样的东西呢...
那时我们傻眼，看着对方愣了一下，就大笑了...

这就是所谓的《传说中的面》xD

我觉得他是要说《海鲜面》还是什么吧...

因为有一只大虾在那里...

那天真的是笑翻了....

还真的是服了那个可爱的招待员啊......xD

Delicious@Sunway Pyramid

2012-02-17T16:31:00.001+08:00

Today, me and my ji mui went to pyramid after our tutorial signup session..
Our holidays are going to end and classes will be starting next monday..
And the first class for me is ADM! I hate that kecturer la.. sighhh....
Never mind.. I promise myself, I'm not going to see u again next semester! =D

It is the first time we been into Delicious..
It is a cafe like Secret Recipe..

the front view of the shop

And one thing for sure, their cake is super huge!
We ordered cakes to eat cuz we had heavy breakfast in uni just now..

My cake -- Blackberry Apple Crumble served with vanilla ice-cream

my ji mui, Esther's Banana Chocolate

The Blackberry Apple Crumble is superb!

To eat it with the vanilla ice-cream is the best combination ever..

My ji mui LOVES everything about chocolate..

Can say she's a choc-craze fella.. =p

The Banana Chocolate here is quite different from what is sold in Secret Recipe..

Their banana inside the cake is half a length of a small banana and not just slices of them..

The chocolate is very rich too..

A good recommendation for choc-craze people like my ji mui here.. =D

For more information on other cakes and menu, click here =)

After that we camwhore abit in front of the shop.. LOL

That's all for now.. =D

See ya, peeps!

我是天蝎座

2012-02-14T19:48:00.001+08:00

我是天蝎座...

我承认....我很痴情...一段明知道没结果了的感情还自欺欺人，难以放手释怀...

天蝎座No. 1

我就是那正种的天蝎座...我超神秘...

但是我性格很温柔..心很软，小小事情都可以很感动...

这一辈子，做最多的事情，就是“猜”..猜朋友的反应，猜另一半在做什么，总之就是猜猜猜...

发泄其一会做的事，就是买东西...在普通时候很节省..但心情不好的时候...当然想酬劳自己一下的咯... xD

Above 5 pictures credits to 心情日記のҠυмɪκδ ♥

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情人节

2012-02-13T14:17:00.001+08:00

在众人的眼里和思想，情人节就是一男一女在那一天拥有一个极浪漫又难忘的一天。
对...它的用意是这样的。

但是，其实这一天背后的真正故事并不是一双情人的爱情故事..
这一天，其实是拿来纪念一个拯救爱情的牧师...
这个牧师名叫St. Valentine...
当时在统治罗马的一个皇帝 -- Emperor Claudius II，觉得单身汉的军队比较忠心，所以下了一条令不准任何一个军人谈恋爱...
在那个时代，就连宗教也得听皇帝的话..
St. Valentine看不过眼，就起了反抗，偷偷摸摸地帮那些年轻人举行婚礼仪式..
当他的举动被拆穿时，就在2月14日被判死刑了...
人们为了纪念这个不惜一切，拯救爱情的伟大牧师，命了2月14日那天为St. Valentine's Day..
后来缩短成Valentine's Day...

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现在的人，相信没几个是知道情人节的历史...
情人节，并不一定只是男女之间的情..
它也包括了亲情和友情...
有了另一半的朋友们，当然是希望和情人一起过...
单身的朋友们，别气馁...
你们还有朋友，家人一起过...
因为情人节，不是庆祝“情人”，而是庆祝“情”..
珍惜身边所有的情...

明天就是那一天了...
在这祝贺大家《情人节快乐》♥

Memories

2012-02-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

刚才在FB朋友tag了我一个video..
是今年我的中学的管乐队(marching band)的concert里的一首歌..
之后我一时兴起，就开始找回那些年他们比赛和团员们制作的video..
看着看着，我也找起了其他我校其他团的video，比如合唱团那些...
里边，有90%都是我认识的朋友.......

突然...我好想念他们...
虽然在学校，我们不算是朋友..
突然也是觉得...
虽然在中学的我，生活虽然如此多姿多彩，但是如果我参加这些团队，我会不会因此有一班很要好很要好的朋友呢？
在初中一的时候，我差点儿就进了管乐队...
要不是我妈一而再，再而三的阻止了我，可能我的中学生活会是一个大改变...
那时我对管乐队真的好感兴趣..
甚至到现在，看回去他们的video，有股很大的希望，我也是在里头的一分子...
但是...那始终也只是个愿望...
但我的命运也不错..
没有参加团体，但是和那些团员们相处了4年..
因为在我校，管乐队是一个很庞大的团体..
所以校方安排了一班让同年级的全部聚在一起，好让有什么活动时，就只轰动一个班级..
但是人数当然凑不上一班..
我就在中二时，进入了那班，一直到中五...
那些团员们有着一个我很羡慕的友情...
不管男还是女，他们都很亲密，腻在一起玩...
我们这些普通生，就只有旁观者份，只是偶尔被撮合进去疯..

到现在，我还是很怀念中学时代...
那时候，我们即懂事又不懂事...
烦恼的，也只是琐碎事情..
只顾着吃喝玩乐，友谊，暧昧...
如果可以给我一天的时间，回到那时候的我，我真的会很高兴很兴奋...

性格

2012-02-10T23:22:00.001+08:00

我的性格...很奇怪...
有人说我笨，有人说我变态，有人说我太天真..

心地善良，真正认识我的人都那么觉得。

我的宽容，是神的境界。

有时我想霸道，但是霸道不起来。

有时我想生气，但是过一阵我就会把事情忘记。

我的心超级软，小小功夫，就可以把我哄得笑格格。

生气时，我会明示，但是从不承认，因为我不想觉得自己很小气。

我沉默时，让人觉得阴森森。

我很会装傻，因为我不想太曝露。

我拥有天真的想法，希望事情总有好的结局。

我想过，让自己的天真，感染身旁的人，希望他们和我一样快乐。

我的眼泪是很稀罕，在我人生中，只有4个人看过我狼狈的样子。

喜欢把自己关在房间里，与世界隔离，感觉很有安全感。

喜欢雨天，因为在室内让我感觉很温暖。

喜欢游泳，因为会忙着抓着每一刻呼吸的时间，没时间去想其他的东西。

喜欢呆呆望着不在线的心意人，猜猜他现在在干什么。

喜欢惊喜，但从来没真正得到过。

很喜欢说“没关系”，不是因为不在乎，只是在尝试去明白解释的那个人。

只要真心对待我，我也会加倍的对你好。

人不犯我，我不犯人。这个是我生命的宗旨。

这就是我...随你怎么想...

平静了

2012-02-09T23:10:00.000+08:00

今天，Kuan又回去台湾了...
时间真的过得好快...
一转眼，一个月就这样过去了..
想想下，还真的感觉那么一点点的恐怖..>"<

早上，我们5点就醒了...
6.30am赶到了机场..
其实不需要那么早到的，只是怕塞车，所以就很早出来了...
这次是我负责送Kuan去机场..
他的家人都需要做工，所以只有他妈妈跟着来送机...

但是整个等待进机的过程里，Kuan好像都一直不愿意跟着我们...
他一直口口声声说要去找他的朋友(这次回去，他和3个朋友约好一起回的)...
我总觉得他是怕舍不得，所以一直在逃避着和我们在一起..
他妈妈又不放心，一直坚持要等到他过门关了才走..
所以我和他妈妈就坐在那里谈谈了一下..
他妈妈告诉了我好多东西..
一直帮着她的儿子说好话，还谈到Kuan小时候的事情..
她也跟我坦白了一些我意想不到她会那么早会告诉我的事情..
这让我犹豫，到底这个算是好事还是坏事...
我朋友说，这个当然是好事，至少我知道自己在她妈心中是有何看法..
呵呵～我也不去想那么多啦...

Kuan一走，我的世界又要变得很静了..
今天一整天，有些不惯，一直想要sms他的说..
哈哈～之后一直提醒自己，他已经回去了，然后接下来，就一直守着facebook等他的最新update..
Kuan这次一去，就应该会一年后才回来了..
一个远距离感情，最重要就是信任，还有充分的私人空间..
我相信，他对我也是同一个想法..
他那么执着在于我们的感情上，我相信，他不会像上一个“他”...
这个就是我对他的信任，我相信他不会去伤害我的心灵...
我也希望，他也不会因此而感到感情上的压力..

元宵节快乐

2012-02-06T23:12:00.002+08:00

我最喜欢做的就是last minute的事情～
就连祝贺元宵节快乐，也要等到还剩下最后的一个小时才舍得post上这一篇～xD

这会是很短很短的post罢了......

时间真的过得好快好快～
感觉昨天才新年初一罢了，今天已经是新年的最后一天了...
听人说，在这天，他们会在柑子上写下愿望，然后抛柑...
但我从来没有看过～也不懂那会是怎样的场景...

初十五，我竟然就在房间里呆了整天～
谁叫我后天有考试...
就只有internet, Facebook还有歌曲陪了我度过一整天...
现在的心情已经是到发慌的程度了...
关在房里的副作用....>"<

好啦好啦～
已经说，这是一篇很短的post...
就不要在废话多多了～

龙年快乐

♥祝贺大家在龙年里身体健康，万事如意，事事顺利，生意荣幸，好运滚滚来♥

梦想

2012-02-06T18:32:00.001+08:00

我想...
每个人都有自己的梦想吧...
我自小，从来没有过一个人生目标...
小时候，可能还可以拿“还小，不懂得想”当借口..
但是一天一月一年的过，我已经是个二十出头的人了...
梦想呢？
我的人生还是没有目标...
没有一个真正属于自己的目标...

小时候，因为妈妈是个牙医，在我长大的小镇里算有名...
每个aunty uncle都来告诉我...
“你长大了，要继续妈妈的工作哦...”
当时，我只是笑笑，点头答应...
后来，就以这算不上自己的目标前进....
因为不是自己想要的东西，推动力在不经意的时候，很容易就消失...
初中三PMR成绩出的时候，本来抱着很大的希望领成绩...
想着自己，至少8科里，都会有6,7科A吧...
但是，我的希望就在那一瞬间被重重地打破...
当时，是我人生中第一次落了那么多的泪水...
后来告诉自己 “没关系，你行的”...
但是在初中四，因为不是好班，老师自然也教得随便...
在学业里，我开始无助，开始放弃...
我染上了逃课（不是逃学）的习惯...
训导老师也认识了我...
有一天，他又找上门问了我...
“你以前是一个成绩优秀的学生，怎么现在可以堕落成这个样？”
那时，我忍不住落泪了...
我承认，那个打击我还是接收不到..
我从一个A学生，落到B,C,D和Fail的学生.........

之后，我遇见了“他”...
“他”？是我的初恋...
那个“他”，是个成绩非常优秀，高高在上的好学生...
因为我曾经是个优秀生，自然身边是有很多很会读书的朋友...
我们就这样认识了...
我很感激“他”..
是“他”，伸出了手，把溺在堕落海里的我救出..
让我重回轨道，让我再次勇敢说出 “我要努力读书，成为牙医”
SPM总算让我拼出A,B,C的成绩...
与“他”相处，我才知道，原来他也是在朝着一个不属于自己的梦想前进..
“他”很坚强，但是“他”并不快乐..
我从“他”身上学会了不管有多不喜欢，有多不愿意，也可以说服自己，把别人的梦想当成自己的梦想走下去...

后来，一些状况...
我们没再一起了...
那时，我又再次失去方向...
没有了“他”，我不知道如何在坚强下去...
就在我迷失自己的时候，我遇见了Kuan..
我知道他一直想走进我心里..
虽然口中是答应和他拼天下...
但是那个心门还是上锁着...
Kuan坚持了7个月的时间，终于破开了我的心门..
那时，我的成绩不能与那些优秀生拼比...
我终于放弃了牙科学，选择了万万都没考虑过的Accounting...
妈妈很担心我的学业，一直在责怪着我没好好念书...
我和妈妈吵翻了很多次...
Kuan一直安慰我，说...
“有自己的梦想，自己的选择，才是最重要，才会活得开心”
他，也是一个读得上理科系的学生..
但是，他知道自己没兴趣在理科，选择了人文系...
他也是和他妈妈吵翻了..
现在他进入了电脑系...
他坚持着兴趣，不让任何人改变...
那是他的梦想，真正属于他自己的梦想...
这个他又让我领悟到，这个世界是有两种人..
一种人，可以强迫自己朝着别人的梦想走...
我想，我是属于第二种人吧...

回到自己...*深深叹气...*
我的梦想又是什么？
Accounting并不是我的梦想..
那是一个让我可以修大学的后路科系..

后来发觉...
我喜欢写作...
所以开始坚持写部落格..
开始有个梦想，想要当一个兼职作家...
没有读者没关系...
反正都是一些私人，琐碎的东西..
不是每个人都喜欢读吧？
加上，我也不是美女..
没有靓照让人欣赏...
*笑*

没关系...
有忠诚朋友，好姐妹来分享一下心情，也是不错滴..^^
最重要，我开始有一个小小的梦想..
虽然在人生里带不了我多远..
至少我的生活，会因此开心了一点点...

Google Translate? You made me laugh so hard! xD

2012-02-06T15:02:00.001+08:00

To translate something word by word, Google Translate may be a big help..
But to translate a story, you'll just be reading bulls**t la.. xD
I find this too funny not to share out..
Actually it all started, when a friend of mine shared out a ghost story in Chinese..
She don't know how to read chinese, and she tried to use google translate..
But the translated story made her even confused and the story which supposed to be scary, become not scary at all ady.. xD

Well here you go... xD

Original :

馬來西亞人都知道的真實故事以前在當地有一對年輕夫婦,妻從未去過雲頂高原他們帶著些許現金上雲頂高原玩去,說也奇怪夫的手氣本來一直很好從一開始就沒輸過沒想到直過了半夜十二點時反而開始大把大把的輸直至半夜兩三點時, 就把一整天贏下來的錢全都輸光了由於輸到連住一晚飯店的錢都沒有夫妻倆只好開夜車下山就開到半山腰的時候車子突然沒油了那時已是三更半夜,往來幾乎無車,四周也沒住家夫就叫妻好好待在車上絕對不準下車,夫自己則下車去找救兵

妻正好覺得睏便小睡片刻也不知道睡了多久醒來時, 夫竟爾尚未回來雖然驚慌卻也不敢下車便一直待在車上良久, 妻突然覺得有一件事情很奇怪:她坐在車上偶爾還是會遠遠的看到有車開下來但每一輛偶爾經過的車在遠遠的時都還是用很正常的速度行駛,卻在經過她這輛車時就會用很快的速度衝過去 ?然後再用正常的速度繼續行駛

妻越想越怕而且夫也不知去了多久卻還未回來 .爾後突有一輛警車出現隔著一段距離的向妻用擴音器廣播要妻速速下車到他們這輛警車來且絕對不能回頭看一眼,妻很害怕不知道是發生了什麼事連警車都來向她廣播,當下下了車往警車走去,並依言不回頭看到了警車一名警員神色慌亂的用力將她拉上車來妻順勢回頭望了一眼警車快速的疾駛而去就降望了一眼,妻還是看到了..

一名身著白衣的青面遼牙的女鬼正坐在妻那輛車頂上,啃咬著一枚人頭...

隔天警局去尋夫在離妻那輛車約兩百公尺處發現了夫的屍體,一具沒有人頭的屍體...這件事在當時似乎鬧的很大,報上還有登出黑白照片好像是其中一名警員拍的,馬來西亞幾乎每一個導遊都知道這個故事也都有著那份刊著黑白照片的剪報.

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Translated :

Malaysians know the true story of a young couple in the local, the wife had neverbeen to Genting Highlands.They go play with a little cash on the Genting Highlands.That strange husband luck would have been good from the beginning had not lost I did not expect. Straight after a midnight. But start a lot a lot of lost. Until the middle of the night two or three all took a whole day to win down the moneygambled. No money lost to even one night hote. lThe couple had to burn the midnight oil down. Open to the hillside when the car suddenly running out of oil. It was already the middle of the night, between almost no cars, surrounded by notdwelling. The husband called his wife a good stay in the car is absolutely not allowed to get off. Husband himself got out to look for reinforcement

The wife just feel sleepy take a nap. Do not know how long sleep to wake up when her husband unexpectedly Seoul has not yet come back. Although the panic, but did not dare to get off they stay in the car. A long time, his wife suddenly felt very strange there is one thing: She sat in the car occasionally or far to see the car down. Each an occasional passing car in the far or the speed of normal driving.But she this car will soon speed rush?Then the normal speed to continue driving

His wife grew more and more afraid. But her husband did not know to go long but have not yet come back.Later sudden a police car across some distance to the wife with loudspeakers broadcasting. To his wife haste to get off to their police car. And must not look back.The wife was afraid I do not know what happened. Even the police car radio, to her the moment out of the car and walked to the police car,And the conduct itself does not look backSee the look of panic force of the police car a police officer to pull her car toThe wife of homeopathic looking back at a police car and quickly sped awayTo drop to glance at the wife in to see ..

One the Liaoning teeth dressed in white, green surface of the ghost is sitting in his wife car to the top of the bite with a head ...

The next day police actively look for her husband discovered the car two or three hundred meters in from the wife the husband's body,A head of the corpse ...It seemed to trouble the greatNewspaper also log out of the black and white photographs seems to be a police officer shotMalaysia almost every one of the guides know that this story has a share of theJournal of black and white photographs of newspaper clippings.

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For those who can understand chinese, you will really laugh.. xD

对于Facebook的一些小小意见

2012-02-03T12:34:00.001+08:00

这个post只是本人对一些facebook的小小看法～
不想读的人，看到这里，可以离开～
以免伤和气～
相信有些人和我一样..
怎么都不能明白有些人的人气高到不可思议吧？
我不是妒忌...
我知道我没那个本钱去得到高人气～
但是有些人真的过于离谱了吧～
明明95，96年的小妹妹，但是天天上facebook..
每个status都差不多100+个likes..
你们不用读书的么？
如果你们是童星我还不觉得有什么不妥～
但是你们就是一个普通的人，但是被人捧上去像神这样～
真的怎么想都想不通～

还有很讨厌Facebook投票的～
那些人气高的人赢完了～
真正有才华的人，没人气，然后输了～
这样公平么？
举办单位的人，如果你们认真是要寻找才华才举办比赛，不可能以Facebook投票选入围的吧？
真正大型的比赛，都是100%以评判员选出，到最后才是以公众为主～
这样才公平吧？
总之本人对Facebook投票比赛，开始有种反感的感觉了～
恕我直言～我真的有些看不过～

原因也是因为我有个姐妹，她的确有资格去参加比赛～
因为是开头，所以想以小比赛的经验～
哪知..每个小比赛都是以这种方式开始～
人气不高的她，怎能与人斗？
我知道有些人会觉得，没人气就是没资格...
但是你们有想过，人气也需要有第一步才会得到～
你们连第一步都不让她跨，那她哪来的人气？
这个姐妹，她尝试很多次了，都在第一round就失败了～
失败，不是她没资格，而是败在没人气～

我知道我写的东西，有些人会觉得是胡说～
我在这里说个抱歉～
这只是本人的小小看法～
不爽的人可以离开～

我需要推动力～！

2012-02-01T13:15:00.000+08:00

每每到要考试的时候，老毛病又要发作～
很没心情读书，迟迟进入不了状态～
关电脑又嫌太静～
开电脑又太多诱惑～
一个人读书又很闷～
跟朋友读书又不专心～

我啊～
真是麻烦精咯～
是不是？xD

读书的推动力，已经在几年前完完全全消失无踪了～
现在读书，就是为了要读书～
为了不浪费妈妈的血汗钱，继续折磨(?)自己～ =.=
越想这个问题，越不能让我继续读下去的意志力～
所以，我还是麻木的读下去，会是最好的选择～
谁叫我，什么都不会做，就只会读读读读读读读读～
人生，就是这么过～

最后来个灿烂的笑容，鼓励自己～
继续吧，继续～
相信你是可以的～！=D

2012年第一个月的总结

2012-01-31T00:47:00.001+08:00

看回去之前的post，姐妹们已经介绍了，但是好像忘了介绍男朋友～哈哈哈～

好吧～就来个简单的介绍～

这是我能找到最正经的照片了..太爱搞鬼脸的后果 ~.~

在blog里，我称呼他为kuan咯～^^

我们认识了1年半，在一起了1年3个月～

那时等成绩打工时认识的^^

感情呢，发展到见了家长的地步咯～呵呵～

偷了他姐姐的照片 =p

这是他的家人，那时在送kuan去台湾读书时候拍的～

对～他现在在台湾就读～^^

好吧～介绍完毕～(怎感觉很草率 = =+)

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嗯........

很快～2012年的第一个月要过了～

Kuan还有一个星期半又要回去台湾，我在这里的生活又要闷死+累死...

累死，因为sem 3要开学了...

想到要拿的科目，就知道还会有多忙碌..

想到都怕啊啊啊啊啊啊啊～～

但书，还是要读～

认命罢了咯～@@

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刚才去看了 I Love HK 2012～

有我最爱的Bosco演呢～(犯花痴-ing)

但是他竟然演娘娘腔～

不服-ing....

但是没关系～他还是一样的帅～～～^0^ ♥♥

最炸到的是，竟然有《那些年》的插曲和一小片段（主角当然是换了啦..）

笑到没力啊～xD

但本人还是觉得I Love HK 2011 比较好看～

故事情节方面啦～

觉得去年的比较有意义～

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这几天也忙着K书～

2月8号要考试～

叹气～

为自己加油打气咯 :))))))

我行的～！♥ ^^

好啦～

我知道这个post很草率～

抱歉啦～

晚安～♥

Reminiscent of the past

2012-01-20T18:32:00.003+08:00

This author here, has a weird weird hobby..

She likes to hide some of her possessions, and after months, even years, she will dig them all out and have her memories fill her mind..

Today this author is back in hometown again..

Out of boredness, she rummage her wardrobe and drawers and find all sorts of junk..

She sits there, facial expression shifting from smile to sad to surprised while looking at the stuffs..

First of all, what she found are two love letters...One and only love letters she'll have in her life..

From her EX, whom she don't really want to be reminded of now..

I hope, my last faith for him, that, he did mean the words he wrote in these

Some things reminded her, when music started taking over her life...

A radio alarm clock.. That midnight, suddenly awoke to hear Aaron Carter stage live from one of the radio station

A handmade card from a long-lost contact of JJ fan, thank you =)

The very first Mother's Day card for mum (even forgotten to peel of the price tag =.=")

Then in 2006, starting to get addicted to online games

Installation CDs get from friends and roadshows

A xmas card from a dear SDO friend when I was a SDO kaki

Was abit surprised to take this out.. Then remembered the person who once gave this as bday present to admit his feelings.....

but I broke his heart....

Ok.. going out of topic here..
Saw this in my house lawn when came back just now..
Mum grows lotus flower and its my first time to see the bud of lotus seeds up close..
It kinda gave me goosebumps looking at it..

Mum's lotus plants

the bud of seeds.. it looks gross to me.. ><

Haha...

Thats all for this crap post..

Will enjoy 1 week at home to the fullest! ^^

End of Summer School

2012-01-20T01:18:00.001+08:00

12am has passed and here I am announcing the ending of my 7 weeks summer classes.
7 weeks passed way too fast, before I notice it, this week is the last week for everything!
One bad thing about it is, I don't even get what the whole subject is about and I'm 1000% screwed (no typo here, i purposely add one more zero.. haha.. xD)
The good thing is, I have 2 and half weeks to study for my finals, starting from today.
Am I being too optimistic? Hahaha...
Well, CNY is around the corner..
As the previous years, no new clothes, no big activities, just laze around at home..
Sad huh? Haha.. I'm just too used to it already..
But it may be different this year..
Boyfie said his family may come to Sitiawan..
But I silently hope they won't come visit my mum as a family..
Although I said I'm okay with it, I'm still super duper nervous la..
But if it's only boyfie coming, then it's not that bad..
And I'll really have to state down to mum that "I HAVE A BOYFRIEND ALREADY!"
Mum is really hard to be convinced about my relationship thingy and I'm very headache about that issue too..
Just hope she gets my point this time, if boyfie really really decides to come..

Anyway..
CNY... Who won't wish for ang pow(s)?
I hope i'll get some extra cash.. xD
And I'm so gonna start off my money saving plan when I come back to KL..
To buy the things I want, to return things I owed, to settle everything before I proceed forward in this new year..
*Deep Breath*
Guess my years ahead from now, will be a BIG change..
But how BIG is BIG?
We'll see.. =)

那些年的我们

P.S The t-shirts in the pic is a CNY edition 'U GUT I GUT' clothes from Giordano..

U GUT I GUT supposedly means 你吉我吉

Happy Chinese New Year, everyone! =)

脚指受伤了 T_T

2012-01-13T23:07:00.001+08:00

我的脚趾受伤了 T^T

上个礼拜，以为只是指甲生进去，刺到肉...

我很自然的，就把那里的指甲修了一点...
之后一时不小心，脚趾踢到旅行箱，有点痛，但没想那么多...

谁知道，这一踢竟然搞到那里的肉发炎..

之后又肿了，还出脓..>"<

我一时怕了，就去看医生...

医生说，我的指甲死了...她试图帮我把指甲剪出来，但只剪一半..

没过两天，要去洗伤口..

叹气～

怎么会搞成这样......

我真的囧死了啦...

Back from Sarawak

2012-01-12T01:52:00.000+08:00

Just a short update before I off the comp and go to sleep..=D

Came back from Sarawak trip, safely arriving in LCCT around 5.30pm just now afternoon.
The flight was smooth, no delay and reached 20mins earlier than expected some more! See how lucky are we.. xD
But then going back to Bandar Sunway from LCCT is abit time taking cause nobody can come and pick us up..
To avoid jam on road, we took the bus around 7.30pm to KL Sentral, and from there, we took a taxi to come back Sunway.
Then later on, went to meet my boyfie who came back for holidays from Taiwan the day before..
Went out to yamcha wif boyfie, Esther and Joey..
The feeling of 4 of us getting together stays the same, and it felt like those months when boyfie went to Taiwan was like a dream at that moment.. Haha.. ^o^
Miss my boyfie alot! I'm going to see him as many times as I could in this 1 month.. =)

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To Sarah and KY..
We'll meet again real soon (this year end) xD
We promise to go on a cruise, aite? xDDD
We will get together again, sampat together again, laugh together again and enjoy the moment of togetherness..
All the best in studies!
Loves.

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Back in hostel...
Phew....!
So many clothes to wash!
Now I'm done with that and preparing to sleep already.. xD
And tomorrow, uni life starts again, now added with an assignment which I don't even know what to do..
Sighhh....

Well... this is it, then..
A short & random update..
Too tired and sleepy to get everything right now..
Pardon me yea.. ^_<
Goodnight!

Sarawak!

2012-01-05T02:37:00.000+08:00

It was a super exciting journey and it was my first time boarding the plane since knowing that the earth goes round the sun.
It was quite heart pounding as I don't know what to expect of the flight.
Asked KY and Esther (my 2 BFFs going on the trip with me), of their own experience boarding planes.
It wasn't really scary la.. Felt abit like riding roller coaster.. LOL!
When we arriving the destination, it was raining there. Touching down was abit rough but no big deal la..
And here I am at Sarah's house, washed, changed and comfortable updating my blog here..
Looking forward to my 1 week trip here, and I know we will have lots and lots of fun! =D

Not saying that I want to get home quickly also la..
Hehe.. But I do miss my boyfriend quite alot, and he's coming back Malaysia a day before I'm back to KL..
So...... You know la.. =pppp

Ok la.. Gotta sleep soon!
Tomorrow's gonna EAT, PLAY and FUN FUN FUN! xD

Preparing for Sarawak trip

2012-01-02T14:53:00.001+08:00

I'll be going to Sarawak for 1 week in 2 days! So excited! =D
Just done pre-packing just now before lunch..
Why I said pre-packing? Cuz some things I have to pack on the day itself, as I need to use them daily still..
But I've made a checklist for those things to be dump into the luggage last minute.. Clever right? xD

Anyway, it'll be a very very nice trip and I'm 100% confident in our ji mui, Sarah a.k.a tour guide.. xD
Sarah! Don't be stressed up ok..
We don't mind if we can't fill every minute going everywhere that you had planned..
Cuz 人算不如天算 right? =)
The main aim is to have fun plus gathering of ji mui(s).. =D
We achieve that, everything else is not as important already..^^

See you guys really really soon! ♥

P.S. Sarah, I hope I got the ones you like xD keep looking forward to your gift ya.. xD

New Year 2012

2011-12-31T19:01:00.001+08:00

In just a glimpse of an eye, the year 2011 is coming to its last day..
It is time to think back and reminiscent what have I done in the whole year of 2011..
And it's time for new year resolutions
1st, it's the most desired and had been in the top 1 list for 3 years already -- LOOSE WEIGHT!
I know, I know.. I'm working hard, and I'm going to achieved my desired weight some time soon..
2nd, change my wardrobe -- and I really need that, out of clothings to wear already >.<
3rd, no more FAILS in the coming semesters -- this is a MUST!

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Just now afternoon, went to 3K sport complex and had a good swim with my 2 best friends.. =)
It is an indoor swimming pool and the water is FREEZING, but very much to my liking.. =P
Had a quite enjoyable swim for about 1 half hour.. Felt so exhausted after that..
Too long no train already.. >"<

On the way home, suddenly shed a little tear while listening to Hebe's 《还是要幸福》..
Guess deep down inside, the scar still burned painfully whenever his name or face appear in my mind..
But I'm going to do it like the lyrics..
"明天开始，这一切都会结束"

明天，就是2012的第一天。
明天，就是新的开始。
明天以后，过去式永远会被删除。
“你留下来的垃圾，我总有一天会丢完的”
请你幸福 ...

I bet some people will ask me..
Why do you still begin a relationship, when you still can't let down the past?
Doesn't that made you look like, you are not even taking the last relationship seriously?
All I can say...
Maybe this is me..
My way of letting go and accepting..
It has happened..
Although, the last one was just a crush, a 4 years crush..
The EX slowly let me forget about the crush and be happy in the relationship..
This time, the next one, again did the same thing..
I know I will heal, just abit more time..

The whole 2011, I have mourned for our failed relationship..
Now I'm not going to mourn any longer..
I've grown stronger, thanks to my darling..
For me, love can only be saved by love.. and that's what I believe in..

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

To my best friends..
I thank you for still being with me in my life until now..
I hope we can walk the path until as long as it goes..

To all family and friends,
have a good new year eve, be careful of safety, and stay healthy always! ♥

终于看破红尘

2011-12-27T00:50:00.000+08:00

这个心情，比我想象中来的快多了...
没想到...
就是一张照片，可以让我那么坚定，那么彻底...
感谢你，虽然知道你是无意，没心机地写出那些字眼，也没想到我会看到...
可能是缘分吧...
上天给了我一个很明显的提示，提示我是时候彻底了...
而我的冲动，我也要感谢它，我不后悔～

我也要对正疼惜着，爱着我的人负责...
你很耐心...虽然我不知道你知道我对那个有多少的依恋...
但是你始终一次都没提过，而且还很鼓励我...
认识到你，是我的福气，我很珍惜你，希望你会一直保持下去...
爱你！❤

现在只差一样东西还没还回那个他...
我会找机会把它彻底还清...
我会很彻底地...不留痕迹...
今天开始，我们打回起点，成为熟悉的陌生人..

Let the pictures do the talking

2011-12-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

Okay..
This post is dedicated to the pictures by my friend -- Esther, of the Genting trip..
I compiled some and combined a few pics so that this post will not be too long.. =D

Enjoy! ^^

First, let me introduce my leng lui ji mui(s) xD

♥ Sarah ♥

♥ Cheryl a.k.a Mei Theng ♥

♥ Esther ♥

All leng lui right? xD
Okay.. More pics coming up!!
Get ready =D

Me, playing with the scarf xD

All of us having a try on Esther's cute earmuff xD

The coloured, musical fountain =D

I missed the green apple juice there! >.<

It's super super cold outdoor

A hot cup of Milo and Maggi saves us from freezing to death!

Space Shot! Way to go Cheryl, Sarah, Esther! ♥

I just love the coloured lights! =D

Indoor Xmas Deco ♥

Still can't get to watch the 4D movie.. Sad /_\

Happy New Year! ^^

Pretty wall painting + Pretty girl

Esther the Arabian Girl xD

In these 2 pics.. I just looked so tiny >.<

This is the highlight actually.. The RM26 ECONOMY RICE!

Indoor Float ride

The Spinner a.k.a baby chair! ♥

Sometimes we do do some crazy pose xD

Sarah! What are you looking at? xP

In the bus on the way back

This is ma fav! ♥

The gang

That's almost all of it I guess.. xD
I still haven't got Cheryl's pics..
Hope to get them soon..

To view the collection of Esther's pics,click here ^^

19/12 - 21/12 Genting Trip

2011-12-22T23:54:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the late update..

Was quite tired on the day when I am back from the trip..

The trip was very successful and fun..

Had really alot fun with my BFFs..

One long-time-no-see and another long-time-no-hang-out jimui..

We were really lucky to get a fair price for the taxi to and fro from hostel to KL Sentral..

And checking in First World hotel was faster than I imagine..

And the best of all, is that I get to ride in the cable car up to Genting!! xD

Because the last 2 times I went there, the cable car was not operational..

I thought I did not forget to bring anything, but it turns out I forgotten the MOST important thing -- my jacket!!!

I was super emo that time when I realised it.. But thanks to Cheryl's scarf and her jacket (abit small >.<), I managed to overcome the coldness abit..

And I feel really god-like when my hands, nose and ears feel super numb of the coldness, we still went on the Spinner for around 3 times..

and ohmygawd, the WIND!!! But it was really fun.. *laughs*

Oh, oh.. The first day when we were there, the weather was not really good..

Around 4pm something, it started to rain and we cant play outdoor anymore for that day..

see how thick is the fog

But the second day, we were blessed with good and not sunny weather..

A view of First World Hotel from the theme park

We played till around 9.30pm at night in the outdoor park..

That was one really crazy play outside there, especially when we had no jacket on.. *laughs*

Because it is school holidays, so you can imagine how crowded it is in the theme park..

One ride is around 1hour plus wait.. @@

See the queue of people waiting for rides. This one is the ride for Space Shot

No.. I don't dare to ride the Space Shot..

But my friends were super excited to ride and they even ride twice.. =.=

The Space Shot is really really tall, and I cant get the full length pic on the spot and I took 2 pics, cutting the pillar in half.. Hehehe...

1st half

2nd half

Well, I do get a full length pic from far..

Full length, which I took from very far away

the Wall's Ice Cream themed Ferris Wheel

And oh...

There's this music fountain, with changing light colours of the waters at night..

They are very pretty..

There's even a show of the music fountain.. I took a short length video of it..

I know I should tilt my phone for a landscape view, but I forgot.. >"< hehe..

On the day we leave, i manage to take a pic from the cable car.. =D

reaching the station soon =D

Go Genting bus ^^

While waiting for the bus to go back KL Sentral, there are a bunch of monkeys around the station..
Managed to take a pic of one of them..

the monkey is eating an apple given by someone

And that's all for the Genting trip..
Most of the pics are with my other 2 friends..
I'll post the pic in the next post when I get it.. =)

Last but not least, a pic of 4 of us =DDD

From left : Esther, Sarah, Me, Cheryl

Met Famous blogger -- XiaXue, in Sungei Wang

2011-12-18T00:33:00.000+08:00

Today...

Me, Esther and Sarah (a long-time-no-see jimui) went to Sungei Wang..

Actually our main destination is Low Yat because Sarah wants to buy a mp3..

We went Sungei Wang to have a late lunch and walked around awhile..

And when we were reaching the end of a corridor, I saw a girl with pink hair..

I did not think far that time, I just wanted to show Esther the pink hair..

As Esther is a big fan of Xiaxue, she always wanted to dye her hair pink after Xiaxue did hers..

But who knows, that's the real life Xiaxue there..

I did not know alot about her actually.. I know her only because Esther likes to watch her makeup tutorials..

And plus, I did not expect Xiaxue to be that height.. It was real unexpected..

Actually before we confirmed the pink hair girl is Xiaxue, Sarah and Esther saw Xiaxue's gang of friends..

I forgot the names already, just remembered 1 -- Cheesie..

And they are possible to be appearing in Sungei Wang, because yesterday they came to Malaysia to attend nuffnang award ceremony..

Actually at first, Esther wanted to take a pic with Xiaxue but she was too shy, and let her walk away already..

And we tried to search for her again, and we were super lucky to see her again inside SaSa..

But Sarah and Esther still weren't dare to ask her for a pic, so I just moved forward, and asked..

She is a real nice person, that Xiaxue..

She smiled so nicely, and agreed to take a pic..

and so here goes...

From left : Esther, Sarah, Xiaxue

See their faces, so super excited lo..

hahaha.. xD

You guys should thank me gao gao..

If not, 2nd chance oso will escape if I didn't go forward and ask.. =PPPP

Singing Audition

2011-12-16T10:26:00.000+08:00

Today I'm going for a singing audition held by 8tv in Redbox, Sunway Pyramid..
1st of all, thanks to all my friends who wished me good luck, I'll try my best not to disappoint you guys.. =)
Been singing whole day yesterday, and this morning my brain started functioning as early as 6.15am already!
Hahaha.. But I still force myself to sleep until around 8.30am only wake up..
This is my second time going for an audition..
The first time was really really epic fail, but a good experience..
That time I forgot the lyrics and stayed stoned there for almost 1min b4 I can finish the song.. >"<
It was damn embarrassing.. But I just laughed it off and treat it as an experience for the coming audition..
My dream is to push my singing skill as far as it can go..
I know, I don't have a really really good singing voice, but that's without training..
Would any judge see my potential?
I wished this time they would comment abit on me, so that I can improve myself =)
Oh ya... Last 2 days, bought a new dress..
Wearing it today, to go for the audition..
I want to look my best too, no? X)

It's nice right?
I personally like this dress alot ^^
This dress is from Nichii, just F.Y.I =)

Hmm... thats all for now..
I think I should get back practicing my songs 1st..

Ciao =D

今天不出门

2011-12-12T15:03:00.000+08:00

今天打算在家里“拜官”.. xD
想呆在家里久一点，因为明天又要回KL了～
好不舍得 /_\
但没办法咯～还有上课呢～
没关系，过一个星期多，圣诞节又在回来了 xD
我会想念在家里上网的日子～
家里P1走得好快好快～
在KL因为location问题，在宿舍里，P1差到没话讲 =.=
算吧～在宿舍可以上maple已经很好了～xD
因为如果要有不想花钱的娱乐，就只有在家里泡网络游戏咯～

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...
......

我突然没东西写了 =.=
哈哈哈～炸到叻～
习惯就好～
看看吧～晚上再来一篇 =D
掰掰～～～～

Birthday Gift from dear darling

2011-12-11T15:14:00.000+08:00

I know it's a real late gift..
But I really appreciate this gift..
Thanks darling..
You are the best!

It came as a shock..
I didn't expect she will give me this gift..LOL
We were just walking around in Tesco, Sitiawan yesterday afternoon..
When she said she want to bring me somewhere..
Then she pulled me into Lazo Diamond..
She said, choose which one you like..
I thought she just ask me to choose only..
So we had fun choosing all those pendants..
Then she continue to ask me choose the type of necklace..
After that, I finally asked her "You serious in buying that for me?"
She said "Why not? I did promise a gift for you.." and she was smiling so 'evil-ly'
I was abit over shock to say anything that time, while she kept on asking me whether I like it or not..

Haha.. I decided to blog it to show appreciation for the gift..=)
I really really like it..
Thanks, darling *muacks*

A key shape pendant is a meaningful gift, she said xD

Home

2011-12-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

As I grew older, I feel the urge to go back home whenever I have the time..
I want to be around family, and not alone in the outside world at all times..
I used to not liking to go home always, because at home, I can't go out, must be in the house before the sun sets, plus nothing to do..

But later on, I felt some different feelings towards being at home..
Nothing to do, but enjoying it..
All main meals no need to headache..
No need to worry of over using daily expenses..
Sleep in own comfy bed in familiar surroundings..

I really dread going back to KL now..
Not enough money to use, too many temptations, too many entertainments..
Being inside the room, makes one remember the stress of studying for exams and sleepless nights..
Holidays in hostel, wake up oso nothing to do, want to eat also have to consider the price...
Its really really tiring..

I now understood fully the term "Home Sweet Home"
Home is a really sweet place..
And mum is the best person in the world!
Love you, mum!
Always do..

I know I'm craping without any real topics here..
Pardon me for that yea..^^"
and I'm in a really sleepy mood now.. LOL..
I'll stop my blabbering here.. xD
Good night! =)

不算逃避，而是放手一搏

2011-12-08T11:47:00.000+08:00

不知已经多久了...
我们养成了那个，不打招呼的习惯...
每次明明看到你上线，也不会主动了..
当然，在我养成这个习惯之前，你早已开始..
是我厚着脸皮找你罢了..
之后，也学会了放手...
但是，我们说好的友情呢？
看着事情的进展，我们的友情好像和那段漂泊的感情，一起结束了...

我们在逃避么？
逃避现实，不面对真实感情？
情愿让一个新开花结果的感情冲淡之前的那个？
原来啊～你和我是同一类人..
当初，是你把我从上一段缠绵的感情线救了出来..
这次我们各自有另一个把我们从我们的世界带出...
这感觉，很像离家出走..
很多次，想回头但是还是克制自己了..
最后，在另一块地，建了自己的国度，永远不回头...

有时候想着想着..
我会好羡慕好嫉妒现在属于你的她...
我可说是知道，你会怎么对待他，保护她，爱惜她...
可惜，我已没那个福气和缘分再次感受那个感受..

我想说的是，虽然看样子，我们都在逃避对方...
但是我并不觉得这是不好的，而是我们在帮着对方找到属于自己的天空..

虽然很厚脸皮，但是我真的很希望，很希望....
我依然还是，你的朋友...
请你别忘了我，好么？

A half day trip to and fro Genting

2011-12-08T02:00:00.000+08:00

Well.. It was really unexpected..
Haha..
It happened when Joey called Esther..
He finished his last SPM paper today and his family are in Genting these 3 days, so he decided to go and find them awhile..
Because the journey to Genting from Sunway is really near only..
Then I was overexcited also, and joined them to Genting..
As today was my supplementary paper, and I can say I'm finally done with the subject and I'll never want to repeat it again!
So.. there we go..
We took a taxi to KL Sentral, and took the Genting bus..

Half way up the hill :D

was trying super hard to get a nice pic ><

because there are too many trees to really see the clouds.. =(

We departed from Kl Sentral around 4.30pm and reached there 6pm..

taa-daa... A good pic here =D

It's taken inside the hotel room of joey's family ^^

Then around 7pm, we all went down for dinner..
Had a good chat and walked around the theme park..
Oooo....
How I loved the coolness of the surrounding temperature.. o>_<o

Then, thanks to Joey's sister's bf for bringing us all the way back home.. xD
And.. It is like, we purposely went up Genting Hill just to have dinner there!
LOLOLOLOL...
Anyway.. it's a very good dinner and I'm visiting Genting again in 2 weeks time with my friends..
Haha! xD

P.S. oh.. look what I found in a bakery shop in Kl Sentral

A 500ml bottle of Coca-Cola Light!
I've been wondering when they will come out with it and I got it! xD
But I still can't find it anywhere else yet..
I hope it will come to my area soon.. xD

Well.. I'm super duper tired now..
Woke up last morning at 5am to study for exam, and went to and fro Genting somemore...
Super hardcore.. LOL
Upload a pic of myself taken during the journey to Genting =)

Good night!^^

Good Night, World!

P.P.S to my lovely BFF -- Esther, Good luck in your paper tomorrow! Aza Aza Fighting! ❤

Super Junior -- Snow White

2011-12-06T17:04:00.000+08:00

Super Junior daebak!

Their new song really nice..

Super Junior is the best! =D

Credits : theKyuJyu

Nyan Cat Song

2011-12-02T02:28:00.004+08:00

Any of you guys know what is nyan cat?
Actually till now I still don't know what really is nyan cat, and how it came about..
It just came randomly, it was like a trend on facebook that time, and everybody was talking about it.
I googled, and what I found of the description of nyan cat is "a pop tart cat flying through the sky with rainbow tail"?
I don't get it, but pics prove the description.. Hahaha

Nyan cat reminds me of someone I don't wanna be reminded of.. >"<
Haha.. But never mind..
My real intention of this post is to recommend the nyan cat song..
Yeah.. It has a song of its own, and I kinda got addicted to it.. LOL
But I'm addicted to the Ochestral version of the nyan cat song..
I'll embed it here.. =D
Go on and press the play button =D

Credits to : blakerobinson

Nyan Cat the Movie by blakerobinson

HTC Explorer

2011-12-02T02:08:00.002+08:00

昨天没有原因的，兴致勃勃买下了HTC最新款的电话 -- HTC Explorer
但是换来男朋友的生气 >"<
他说我太冲动..对，我的确冲动了一点 >"<

美吧？呵呵～

它很小罢了..一个手掌的3/4大..

一直都很想要一个android电话，现在终于到手了..
它很好用一下，是android最新version -- gingerbread..
很多apps和games都support到..
主题也很不错一下..
但是我还是忠实于我的Samsung Galaxy S Plus...
只是那个价钱的确需要一点时间筹备..
没关系，我会存到，然后买下它的！

现在有了这个HTC Explorer，已经很不错了..
我很喜欢它..
虽然价钱有点不值得它的specs，但是我满意就好了..^^

HTC Explorer

Box + my new phone ^^

成绩

2011-11-29T02:35:00.001+08:00

昨天，成绩出了...
虽然是在我预料之中，但是还是有那么一点点的难过...
可能，我是很希望这次可以顺顺利利..
但是算了，可能是命中注定吧...
也许，这会是对的选择...
所以，我不顾虑太多了，面对该来的是最重要 =)

但，我也没完全伤心，因为有个科目的成绩是我希望得到的..
而且我的确做到...
呵呵～
昨天刚知道的时候，有点不知所措的感觉...
想哭又想笑...
我傻了.... 哈哈哈～
但今天的心情给了个答案...
我...
其实是伤心多过开心...

也不能怪谁，因为是自己没读好来，才得到这样的成绩...
自食其果吧～
我知错了...上天也对我不错了...
他让我至少在伤心内找到开心的理由～

最后，希望我会enjoy这个summer school~
加油加油^^

超级无敌的矛盾

2011-11-27T13:25:00.000+08:00

何时开始，我养成了自相矛盾的性格？
以前的自己，都不会这个样的...
都是很果断...
人家说，女人都很矛盾...
难道.....我已经开始变成了他们所谓的“女人”？！
哈哈哈哈～

今早...
本来已经没心情去做工了..
原因因为很懒惰面对恐怖的人群
二来，明天成绩出，更没心情...

但是我还是换好衣服了，吃饱了，而且还坐进车里，准备去做工了...
就在那下一秒，我有改变主意，然后就没去做工了 =.=

你们说，我是不是超级无敌的矛盾？xD

矛盾的我 ^^|||

复杂的心思

2011-11-25T02:49:00.000+08:00

今天整天其实心情很不错的...
但刚才一刹那，心情突然360度转变...
现在是处于很不开心，很寂寞的心情..
找不到原因，因此更加郁闷...

突然好不想要做工...
明天已经打算不做了..
随便找个理由吧，反正他们也都一样，不是么？
一直乖乖守规矩，很吃亏呢....
反正也只是个part-time...
也幸好没有一个那里的员工知道我部格的存在，所以我可以很放心地写...

之前打算做到一月底...
之后开始很不开心这工作，开始提前结束日子..
前几天决定做到12月尾，但是刚才很有冲动做到12月中，就跑人，或者直接做到这个月尾就算了...
原因其一也是因为有点撑不过半工半读...
12月开始的休假班，怕会很压力..
再过几天成绩出炉的担心，更是压缩了要半工半读的心情..
很怕自己做不好..
我不想有fail..
因为一fail，就要拖半年的学业，我不想...
祈祷我的account不fail (祈祷....祈祷....)
我承认，我没好好去准备它..
我承认是我的错..
但后悔莫及，都考出来了...
只求上天对我好一些吧...

还有重要的是，我想要一个完整的假期..
完整地，我可以轻轻松松做想做的事，娱乐，和朋友相处...

假期生活

2011-11-15T23:35:00.000+08:00

今天是第一天放假....
放假最重要要做的当然是舒解压力,做自己想做的东西...
我爱看故事书,尤其是英文....

魔法,探险....
只要有关于超异能力的故事情节,都会喜欢...

最近在看着一本6年前看过的书...
对~那时候才form 3,刚考完PMR...
我有个要好的朋友,也是跟我的喜好一样,都爱看这类的书...
当时,她有了这系列小说,借我看...
之后,我都很记得那些书的名,还有一些故事情节...
我对于每一个放感情,很爱的物品,书本,喜剧....
它们的一切一切,我都会永远记得...

让我介绍介绍这系列...
它在我完成那故事之后,出了第4本
分别是 Sabriel, Lirael, Abhorsen, Across The Wall

是关于一个死人的使者,名字是Abhorsen...
主角是个小女孩,她爸爸是个Abhorsen..
有一天,她爸爸消失了,留下了Abhorsen用的武器给她..
她把它们穿上,去寻找她爸爸,也是等于她的路程成为一个真正的使者...
很不错一下...

这里是第一和第二本..还有一本在KL

之后,刚才傍晚和妈妈一起逛Tesco,在那里的Popular书店发现了它...
现在它很红...
重一本小说演成戏剧..
差不多每个人都在传着它的故事...
猜到了么?
就是 <那些年，我们一起追的女孩>.. =D

它的cover之后我才发现，原来开起来是一个海报，那个戏的宣传海报..

哈哈～
无端端多了一个海报...
等我把Sabriel看完了，我就会看这本书了...
蛮想知道讲故事的情节...

就这样咯...
虽然回去KL了还要做工，但我相信我会找到时间来读完那些书的..^^

Home Sweet Home

2011-11-14T18:18:00.000+08:00

Just finished my last paper of my sem 2 final..
Just hope that I can pass this paper...
Arghh... I just suck in accounting..
Going into doubt that I should take up accounts as major as planned..
Sighhhh....

Ahh... Whatever.. What is pass is the past..
The most important thing right now is.....
HOLIDAY!!!!
Woohoo....
Imma gonna enjoy till the max!

Drove back to my lovely little hometown -- Sitiawan straight after my paper ended.. xD
3 hours journey soon ended, and I'm now in my room writing this blog.. =D
The special part of my room is that I hid quite a number of things..*laughs*
Yeah.. I do have a habit of hiding things, just for fun..
And one day when I totally forgotten about them, I will rummage them out and surprise myself a little..
Lame right? *laughs*
But there are some fun part inside that I really loved..

I'll be out and about Sitiawan for 3 days, enjoying food that I missed and looking around the town where I had most of my childhood memories, and maybe pay a visit to my kai daddy and mummy.. =D

Well, see ya folks! ;-)

A big thank you

2011-11-06T09:40:00.000+08:00

As can be seen above, the notifications marked in red box...
it's increasing in number by the minute..
The greatness of facebook.. *laughs*

Now, whoever, no matter close friends, normal friends, acquaintances, even long-lost contact friends, will come to wish you..
although it looks abit not so sincere, but the weird feeling of happiness, when all these kinda people suddenly pop out from nowhere, telling you happy birthday with your name on it..
Well ok.. cut out those who send only a "happy birthday"..
But 90% of my wall posts are so friendly, I felt acknowledge..
Really thx you guys, although most of you will just write on my wall once a year...*laughs*

2011-11-06T09:26:00.000+08:00

Sighhh...
I know I shouldn't feel guilty about this, cuz me as a worker have the right too to take leave..
Although this reason sounds abit feeble.. ><

I don't always do this.. Just these few days..
You know I'm working under a not really suitable timing.
I just hope you will understand me..
If you really do, you will be more respected in my heart.. =)

Birthday celebration

2011-11-06T02:41:00.000+08:00

This post will be full of photos and vids.. LOL
My birthday celebration this year has the most celebration.. 3 celebrations! *laughs*

But really thanks you guys for tonight's celebration, you lift my mood up :)

Ok.. Continue with story of my celebration.. 1st celebration was with my collegues on the 4th Nov, on Friday..
Because we have 2 people, including me, having our birthday in the month of November. So they decided to celebrate for us at 1 go. I really appreciate that.. =) I had a blast that night.. =)

Lighted bday cake.. Nice shot.. Credits to my bff, esther <3

we extinguish the candles using hands, LOL

me with the other November boy xD

we were abit awkward la.. =.=

my beloved PIC (supervisor =D)

my messy hair ruin the pic as always.. >.<

My BFF =DD

Those who attended =)

a group photo with me inside.. aish.. i look same size like joey.. =(((

a last pic before we headed home that night

This vid was super funny =.= we were damn awkward =.=

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And the 2nd celebration was just now..

with 3 of my all time besties.. =)

I really had a blast..

Was abit worried my mood wont get up cuz I've been in my room studying like a nerd the whole day..

But you guys are awesome and lift my mood up as always.. love you guys.. =)

This is just random pic I took before meeting them xD

me and my birthday cake.. too bad no candles xD

my birthday cake.. thx for considering hard and allow me to enjoy without worry =)

they recorded me in the 1st vid and I took a revenge back recording only them in this one.. xD

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3rd celebration will be on tomorrow evening with my BFF..

I'm looking real forward to it.. =))))

Happy birthday to me

2011-11-05T17:36:00.001+08:00

In approximately 7hours, it'll be my 21st birthday..
I'll be officially off age for any country ady.. LOL

But... just too bad I'm not really in the mood for birthday celebration, although I deeply appreciated to my close friends who will be celebrating my birthday with me tonight and tomorrow.. *big smile*

Anyway... I guess I know what my birthday wishes are ady.. =)

Here's some birthday cakes I googled up myself..
Whoever can give me these cakes, it'll be super AWESOME! *laughs*

Nike shoe and NY cap!

Wii design.. Creative.. LOL

Imma hollywood star? xD

Actually I find a key shape for a 21st bday cake is really meaningful =)

Ahahhaa... It's awesome ait? xD
The 1st pic is my best choice..

I'm a fan of cool sneakers and caps anyway.. *winks*

半工半读

2011-11-04T15:58:00.000+08:00

可能是考试的原因吧...
最近的心情好会变...
现在心情是处于郁闷-ing....
它，就那么无原因的来...
看着凌乱的桌子，乱放的notes，看着身穿工作服，心情不禁有点低落...

我告诉人说，我要考试了，但是也在做工...
人家说我笨...
考试怎么还做工...
但他们不明白....
我做工是偷偷摸摸的，因为钱...
不想给妈妈那么大的负担...
要跟朋友出去玩，但是没钱，也不想跟妈妈开口...

我是知道后果，我也知道辛苦...
我不是想放弃，我只是想说出来，心中好过一些...
我现在最大的希望，就是在考场里，我不会对题目发呆就好...
我会尽力！
对于自己凌晨爬不起来读书，现在的压力，应该是惩罚吧...

没关系...我受得起...
陈舒惠，你行的！

孤单

2011-11-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

看来...
我孤单的感受又回来了...
虽然不讨厌，但是有时候很是自欺欺人～
不讨厌，但看到其他人那么要好，心里还是不仅酸酸的....

我的housemate们～
除了我有6个，4个看来蛮要好的...
我因为时常工作，回来时都超过10点了...
出去时，也是碰不到～
搞到现在，他们看到我，最多也只是个打招呼罢了...

昨天回去时，看到他们4个在客厅谈天...
很起劲...自己也不知道怎么插一脚...
当时工作回来，也很累了，加上想着考试的来临，根本也没mood去跟他们哈拉...

我一直想....
等过两个月吧..两个月后，我就没做工了，就有多点时间...
那时...我是否能和他们相处呢？
我希望是可以....
我不希望自己被人家看着是那种不友善，是个loner的人...

我.....
其实很爱朋友，很爱人群，很爱热闹..
虽然事实的我，不知道如何达到这个心愿...

*叹气.....*

English or Chinese?

2011-11-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

Sighhh... Seems like no people visit my blog.. Sad liao la... ToT
But I will keep on, maybe one day, people will start to notice my blog, who knows? >_^

I'm still thinking, should I blog in english or chinese?
My english is ok, just a bit SMS language, and sometimes sucky in describing..
My chinese has the worst grade out of the 3, in my primary to secondary years, but somehow I can manage some good sentences when inspiration comes..

So, what do you think? (anyone who reads my blog)
Give some comments? I would be very much appreciate it.. =)

Procrastination 1

2011-10-30T22:15:00.002+08:00

Arghhhhhh...!!!!!

I don't wanna study!!! >"<

Full stop.

*turns head back to the text book*

Weird Dream

2011-10-29T10:40:00.000+08:00

Hello world.. This author has just woke from a very weird dream.. xD

Well.. In the dream, I suddenly got the chance to go oversea study.. Inside I felt like I went to USA ady (it's somehow my dream country), but later on in the story, I found out I had actually went to Taiwan!! LOL...
If I'm going to interpret it myself, it consists of three things..

1. My wish of going oversea study is burning stronger and stronger.
2. I'm missing someone in both countries.
3. But in the end, I guess my heart longed stronger for the one who is in Taiwan..

xD

A good sign though.. And I'm not quite disturbed by it.. Hahaha...
I'll still strive for my dream of going oversea to study, 6 months is more than enough, but better if I can go longer.. =p

Strive for everything you wish for! ^^

Stay tuned! =D

Exam stress

2011-10-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

Life working part-time while studying is not as easy as you see in tv...

Now, I'm working part-time again in Padini, just to earn some extra cash for my year end trip to Genting and Sarawak..

Still remember how I used to just ask money from mum when I need them.. I wondered how was my thinking when I asked that time.. Now I just can't get myself to ask for money ady.. Not even when I'm running out with my allowance until I can't even manage my daily meal expenses..

Luckily, I have some dear friends, who willing to lend me when I need help, of course I do help them in return..

Back to the topic.. Exam is drawing near.. But everyday when I work till 10pm, I can't get enough energy nor mood to revise.. I'm in real dead sh!t.. I better start bringing my books to work and find some time during breaks to read..

This exam stress is causing me to lose sleep.. But I always force myself into an uneasy sleep which makes me drowsy the next whole day.. Sighh... I want some time to relax.. I want to go breath some fresh air...

The year end Genting and Sarawak trip is my only motivation for now, to keep on doing the 2 things.. I know I can do it! Gambateh! =)

Joey's Masterpiece

2011-10-28T00:08:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to my BFF's bf, Joey Goh..

He was bored + there were alot unused shoe boxes....

And, snip snip tape tape......

Taa-daa....

A jet plane and a F1 car is produced!

I like this one better ^^

Cool jet plane

I'm looking forward to the colouring part..

All the best~! =DDDD

Dark Chocolate = 人生？

2011-10-27T18:43:00.001+08:00

It all happened with a bar of chocolate.

It's my favorite Sugar Free Chocolate available at Famous Amos, by the way.. xD

We were just finish our dinner in pyramid and walked past Famous Amos. My friend's bf, Joey said he wanted to buy the sour candy and my friend, Esther then said she wanted to buy cookies.

Then, as she knows that I like the Alfredo chocolate sold there, she bought that for me too.

After they paid, she turn to me and say "buy for you de, eat chocolate can lighten mood" and give me a BIG smile.. I just gave her an expressionless look, she suddenly add in "Aiya.. Dark Chocolate is bitter ma... Like this can't lighten mood much also" (she bought me the Milk Chocolate)

Then I started to laugh and joke "Dark chocolate = 人生, because苦(Dark Chocolate)才是人生" and therefore this crap post..

LOL.. I don't know what I am talking about, do you? xD

Anyway.. Chocolate does make you feel good.. So, when your mood gets down, just pop one chocolate in the mouth, and you will find that life is actually not that bad =)

Cheers.

Oh yeah.. Playlist!

2011-10-27T13:58:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps! =D

What's a blog without a playlist?! *laughs*
And yeah, here you go..
Credits to MixPod =)
I've made it autoplay, so please don't be shocked if there's music when you visit.. =DDD
Spent some time to find a good widget, there are sooo many of them!
But in the end I choose mixpod, because it has alot of the songs I want..
This playlist is just temporary, will add more when I have the time..
cuz I actually should be studying now.. LOL

Finals coming next week! Good luck to all my classmates/coursemates..
Sad that I don't really get to know everybody..
But I sincerely wish everyone who has sat in LT7 listening to boring lectures with me, a very blessed future, and all the best for your papers =)

Random posting

2011-10-27T01:58:00.000+08:00

Just another post before I off and go to sleep =)

So how is my blog? nice? hehehe... abit confusing, and wasted abit time here and there to edit..

But.. Taa-daa.. I'm done!

Feeling excited and looking forward to my blogging life..*just hope I will stick to it this time.. LOL*

It's actually hard to make this transition, because the old blog leaves too many memories that I can't simply let go..

But life has to go on...

Therefore, I put up the blog name to cheer and at the mean time to encourage myself to just take a step forward in my life, to make changes, to forget and accept life as it is..

I hope I'll gain readers, and not spammers..

And I love comments too.. Thank you :)

A random image, just to try out the upgraded post editor.. =D

Have a nice day^^

Starting anew

2011-10-26T23:43:00.000+08:00

Ok then.. I've decided to ditch my old blog without looking back..

What's in the past, is the past.. I can't change history, no? *laughs*

This will be my 1st post..

"LIFE AS IT IS" now begins its journey =)