♬Life As It Is♪

EMO. This word has been with me since starting of the year and it sucks big time. It is making my life progressing in an aimless way, making my studies going haywire, and nearly made me single again.. =/ Yeah. When emo-ing, people just tend to snap at everybody alot, even with best friends. But if you are really best friends, no matter how he/she snapped at you, you will still smile at them when they finally come to their senses and apologize to you. If he/she got tired of you, well you need to ponder on yourself.. It might be you crossing the line already, and you need to get a grip on yourself.   A good quote, which is sad, but true. You have to make the best out of your life YOURSELF. Learnt it the hard way. ............... Am suddenly lost for words.. Too many things have been in my mind lately, and its bursting.. Feels the need to release but dont know how, and this is the most torturing part. Feel like crying, but its useless.. Exams around the corn

Hi folks, I'm back again! =D Actually blogging for me is just a thing I will only think of as the last resort of boredness =/ hahaha... So if you realised, I only blog during holidays or the starting of my semester, just because I'm too laaaazzzzzzzyyyy to write random things.. xD But today I just feel like blogging, and I wouldn't let my inspiration go to waste right? Just now on the way to Mcdonald's to drive-tru some criss-cut fries, I saw 2 things that captured my attention. 1st one, is a garden decoration. It was green in colour, some times ago... But now all the leaves died and became brown in colour.. I guess the house owner doesn't want to decoration anymore.. LOL.. If I'm not mistaken, this deco is a shape of a flamingo xD Then I passed by a neighbourhood with some luxurious house. There's one house I loved to design and colour... Nice right? *kyaaa-* I hope one day I'm rich enough to make my future house looks just like th

Ditched my blog for the n th time and I make my come back with this random post.. xD A lot has happened since my last post, which was in.... errr... February? haha.. With final exams for the last sem, and starting of the new sem, followed by boyfie's back from Taiwan for summer holidays and now back to Taiwan already. Time flies. So fast, 2012 is going to end soon without us noticing.. And all my close friends had their birthday passed already, which means MY birthday is around the corner! T__________T I don't wanna be 22!! *throws tantrum* But life goes on anyway.... Joined my uni's choir just to make some friends and pass time.. Found out I really enjoyed singing and playing important role although performing in a big group. As choir needs everybody to sound in their correct note although the sound will be coming out in a blend and it is very very important to blend your voice in your own group before blending it in a big group to make the song sound good.

Today I went to Popular bookstore to hunt for some things to spend my rm100 voucher.. Another rm100 has been used to buy textbook (see I'm such a good student xD).. Then left this rm100, and I have no idea what to buy.. Actually I was pondering whether to buy the The Hunter Game Trilogy or not.. But after reading the synopsis, it doesn't really attract me that much.. So I wandered somemore in search for other things.. After wandering for nearly an hour, I gave up finding books already, cuz I don't really have time reading them all yet.. >< Then I come across Westlife recent album -- which is also their last album.. I didn't have the chance to buy it yet, and so I took it.. I have around rm50+ more to spend, that was when I saw it.. NANO BLOCKS They are mini version of Lego.. And I found the ones that I like -- an electric keyboard and an electric guitar.. When I reach home, I started putting those blocks together.. It is very easy to do.. It took

不知不觉，学期已经进入第3个星期了... 烦assignment的时刻就要开始了.. 但是每一科的assignment，我都还摸不清它们的低，也不知要从哪下手... 还有...想逃lecture的心情又再次涌上心头了 *猛摇头...不可以！不可以！* 总之，懒精啊～你这不识好歹的东西，又撞进我的神经里了... 今天，发现我的学校account被barred了..学校电脑，WiFi都用不到... 但幸好我还记得我好姐妹的id和password，“hack”进了她的account用WiFi.. 在此向我的好姐妹赔罪 *鞠躬* 但我知道你不会介意的 =P 被barred的原因，原来我这学期还的sem fee只还了3个科目.. 还有一科还没还... 我真的很不喜欢Financial的服务咯.... 人家几时会知道到底有没有欠钱啊...也不会通知一下的... 好心你们，改一改你们的服务系统吧... 一个email也可以send过来吧，不是很困难罢了.. /_\ 这几天也开始兴起玩起Instagram来... 因为上课，真的真的很闷！ 我蛮喜欢这个老师的..她的教法很有趣..只是课题很闷！/_\ 在学校，很有动力做功课 =D 一大早上LAW课，简直要人命！ 这个是新鲜出炉的 xD 今天上完课拍了一张  ♥ 很喜欢Instagram.... 因为它会把我拍到美美的 ^////^ 还有它的效果我也很喜欢.. 很有feel...xD 对了..今天是我们PD2第一个presentation，也是这个学期第一个presentation... 发觉我的group members都很有料哦～ 喜欢和他们合作... 希望我们不会有什么冲突..顺顺利利完成这个学期～ ♥

Throughout the years, I felt that my world is shrinking in a very alarming state.. Friends around me are getting lesser and lesser, from secondary school, to my pre-u years and now degree.. Is my existence fading? Am I a Torch which is burning weaker and weaker each day? Pardon my last question.. It's just an impact of watching too much Shakugan No Shana.. xD Those people who watched that anime should know what the heck this author is trying to implement here.. xD Okay, back to topic.. In my secondary years, I don't have the problem of getting friends.. People just come and talk to me so naturally.. I have loads and loads of friends and I was a happy kid back then.. In my pre-u years, I still can find a gang of girls to hang out with, and the gang of the musical group.. I did had fun those 2 years.. Then, as I step into my degree years... People just seem so unfriendly.. Or is it just me? I can't seem to approach anybody, I can't seem to make friends.. Now,