平静了

今天，Kuan又回去台湾了...
时间真的过得好快...
一转眼，一个月就这样过去了..
想想下，还真的感觉那么一点点的恐怖..>"<

早上，我们5点就醒了...
6.30am赶到了机场..
其实不需要那么早到的，只是怕塞车，所以就很早出来了...
这次是我负责送Kuan去机场..
他的家人都需要做工，所以只有他妈妈跟着来送机...

但是整个等待进机的过程里，Kuan好像都一直不愿意跟着我们...
他一直口口声声说要去找他的朋友(这次回去，他和3个朋友约好一起回的)...
我总觉得他是怕舍不得，所以一直在逃避着和我们在一起..
他妈妈又不放心，一直坚持要等到他过门关了才走..
所以我和他妈妈就坐在那里谈谈了一下..
他妈妈告诉了我好多东西..
一直帮着她的儿子说好话，还谈到Kuan小时候的事情..
她也跟我坦白了一些我意想不到她会那么早会告诉我的事情..
这让我犹豫，到底这个算是好事还是坏事...
我朋友说，这个当然是好事，至少我知道自己在她妈心中是有何看法..
呵呵～我也不去想那么多啦...

Kuan一走，我的世界又要变得很静了..
今天一整天，有些不惯，一直想要sms他的说..
哈哈～之后一直提醒自己，他已经回去了，然后接下来，就一直守着facebook等他的最新update..
Kuan这次一去，就应该会一年后才回来了..
一个远距离感情，最重要就是信任，还有充分的私人空间..
我相信，他对我也是同一个想法..
他那么执着在于我们的感情上，我相信，他不会像上一个“他”...
这个就是我对他的信任，我相信他不会去伤害我的心灵...
我也希望，他也不会因此而感到感情上的压力..

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