Throughout the years, I felt that my world is shrinking in a very alarming state.. Friends around me are getting lesser and lesser, from secondary school, to my pre-u years and now degree.. Is my existence fading? Am I a Torch which is burning weaker and weaker each day? Pardon my last question.. It's just an impact of watching too much Shakugan No Shana.. xD Those people who watched that anime should know what the heck this author is trying to implement here.. xD Okay, back to topic.. In my secondary years, I don't have the problem of getting friends.. People just come and talk to me so naturally.. I have loads and loads of friends and I was a happy kid back then.. In my pre-u years, I still can find a gang of girls to hang out with, and the gang of the musical group.. I did had fun those 2 years.. Then, as I step into my degree years... People just seem so unfriendly.. Or is it just me? I can't seem to approach anybody, I can't seem to make friends.. Now,...
EMO. This word has been with me since starting of the year and it sucks big time. It is making my life progressing in an aimless way, making my studies going haywire, and nearly made me single again.. =/ Yeah. When emo-ing, people just tend to snap at everybody alot, even with best friends. But if you are really best friends, no matter how he/she snapped at you, you will still smile at them when they finally come to their senses and apologize to you. If he/she got tired of you, well you need to ponder on yourself.. It might be you crossing the line already, and you need to get a grip on yourself. A good quote, which is sad, but true. You have to make the best out of your life YOURSELF. Learnt it the hard way. ............... Am suddenly lost for words.. Too many things have been in my mind lately, and its bursting.. Feels the need to release but dont know how, and this is the most torturing part. Feel like crying, but its useless.. Exams around the ...
starting a new blog again,than restarting your life :)
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