半工半读

可能是考试的原因吧...
最近的心情好会变...
现在心情是处于郁闷-ing....
它，就那么无原因的来...
看着凌乱的桌子，乱放的notes，看着身穿工作服，心情不禁有点低落...

我告诉人说，我要考试了，但是也在做工...
人家说我笨...
考试怎么还做工...
但他们不明白....
我做工是偷偷摸摸的，因为钱...
不想给妈妈那么大的负担...
要跟朋友出去玩，但是没钱，也不想跟妈妈开口...

我是知道后果，我也知道辛苦...
我不是想放弃，我只是想说出来，心中好过一些...
我现在最大的希望，就是在考场里，我不会对题目发呆就好...
我会尽力！
对于自己凌晨爬不起来读书，现在的压力，应该是惩罚吧...

没关系...我受得起...
陈舒惠，你行的！

Comments

  1. ♔StarFuit♔November 5, 2011 at 1:37 AM

    你以后一定会记得你很厉害！:)
    别人可以，我们也可以！别气馁！加油！
    有什么事可以跟我说啊，是不是忘了我？:'(

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  2. stephmisakiNovember 5, 2011 at 9:51 AM

    我知道你会来读..
    所以我写在这里...
    加上昨天你在考试，也不想压缩你的心情 :)
    放心..我何时不把事情说给你听？只是看时机罢了 :)

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