超级无敌的矛盾

何时开始，我养成了自相矛盾的性格？
以前的自己，都不会这个样的...
都是很果断...
人家说，女人都很矛盾...
难道.....我已经开始变成了他们所谓的“女人”？！
哈哈哈哈～

今早...
本来已经没心情去做工了..
原因因为很懒惰面对恐怖的人群
二来，明天成绩出，更没心情...

但是我还是换好衣服了，吃饱了，而且还坐进车里，准备去做工了...
就在那下一秒，我有改变主意，然后就没去做工了 =.=

你们说，我是不是超级无敌的矛盾？xD
矛盾的我 ^^|||

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